Yeah I have been on a break from my writing. I feel sad about it, but so much has came up. I have been on a constant battle against so many things. I feel like I am trying to control everything, but I shouldn't try...
This past few weeks have been awesome in seeing you use me. I had a great time at Ignite with the students at Etiwanda. I was encouraged to see London pray for my sister Kelly and help revive her faith in you. Then it has been amazing to see friends at school and just spend time with them. I thank you Lord, for the opportunities of learning and teaching. I did my first lesson at church and it was great. I need to stop clicking the marker. =p Then it was awesome to go to "The Send" with Jenny. I did not expect it to be as fruitful as I thought. But all I want to do is share your word every where I go. I met some awesome people and got closer to them. I thank you Lord.
Lord I thank you for my life. Yesterday was so tiring. I woke up so early, 5am, and I needed to do so many things. I really wish I could have spent my birthday with friends and people, but I had to work and take my Theology Mid-term. I did not do as great, but you know me, I like to be a prefectionist. I try so hard and when it comes to ministry and if I had a family, those things should be first. Especially, family when that time comes. I thank you Lord. It had been a rough couple of weeks. I need you help. I applied to the scholarship on my birthday and I hope you honor it. I would appreciate your strength and mighty arm in my life right now. I also want to say I finally took your advice to move in with Juan. It was a tough night, but I will slowly adjust and I do hope that I can practice spanish with them. I need your peace and joy in the midst of this change. I also need you help to find a place when I am down in Rancho Cucamonga. It would be nice to not be so divided in taking care of my car. i need you help Lord. To be honest nothing is easy. Sin is a hard thing to deal with. No longer am I looking to myself, but you. Sometimes it feels so hard, because I am so tired Lord. I feel so worn out. I want to spend time with you and not have to worry about things. You are my hope when it comes to the struggles of life. I want my future children and wife to know that in every season to look to you. Nothing is done without you. You are living. I want you to steal my heart Christ. No one is as great as you. You are God and you are my provider. Lord I lift up my prayers to you. Please listen to my heart and soul. I do not even understand it all, but its yours. I am asking you to fill my life with you. Holy Spirit take me away. No book or person can fill me up with life. Only your presence and Word. May I always pray to you. Lord may you give me the heart to continue to pray. Help me share your word. Help me be in you!!! Thank ABBA. I LOVE YOU!!!
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