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I want You. It is easy to be caught up in the motion of doing just work. Father i cannot explain my heart right now but you know much more. I do want to cry on your shoulders for some reason. Maybe because i just cannot wait to be with the one that saves me. I am not of purity and holiness, but i want to be. Its my soul that cries for something that is not of this earth.

Father, the Maker, Your ways are beyond words

Father, You are holy, the angels cry out

Father, You are willing, thank you for letting Your Son come

Abba, I cannot tell of You ways.

Christ, You, the pillar of fire

The darkest of roads are lit up, the light shines

The valleys are full of shadows, yet the shadow i look for is You

Christ, You, the pillar of cloud

The highest of mountain are clouded, my enemies cannot see

The desert is hot, yet the cloud provides

Christ, You, the Savior

Death cannot sustain You, Satan has no authority, Life is in You

The rocks even cry out Your name when i cannot

Worship is all that i can do, Faith in You i will have and will not have

I am sinner and i ask for Your mercy

I cannot run race without You being the King, the Brother, the Hope, the Way, the Truth the Lover of my life.

I forget what pain You have been through

I forget Your amazing love

I ask for Your forgiveness.

I am looking for You deep inside, for my flesh is my greatest enemy.

Please Christ, forgive me once again, please provide not answers for my own deeds, but provide what is of daily bread so that Your will be done and not mine.

I will not move unless You say so.

Holy Spirit. I ask for Your awesome help.

I once thought of You as power, but You are God, You are my Lover too.

Holy Spirit remind me daily what it means to love and praise You in worship.

I look, i wait, i will cry for You.

Only in You i am reminded of Your will.

Take heart. See what is wrong with me and by You mercy and grace have Your way.

What ever You choose, i will follow. The Kingdom of God is more important than this life.

One day people will understand, and yet truly i cannot, but i know it will because of You Word. You Word is truth. Its the Hope the world needs. I need You to set me free. I need Your Love above all.

You are God and I am not.