Need to Express the Walk

I have been realizing where my heart belongs. It belongs to Christ heart. I cannot be satisfied with my walk if i cannot Love as He so Loved me and everyone else. We are broken, we are thirsty, we are cold, we are hungry, we are wanting, we are seeking belonging, we are seeking truth, hope, faith, and above all Love. He brings all that.

Tonight was awesome in this aspect. Just being able to see outreaches in person, i know that where He is showing me to look. I had struggled so much to understand this feeling in the past, but now i see it. I see why i struggled at SWCC, it was just the fact that my heart was looking to step out of my comfort zone. I had already grown, but it was time to spread my wings. Not saying SWCC is bad, but my heart does not follow what the church is seeking. How can one only be wanting to use its burning passion if it is covered. You know tonight i was apart is a out reach in downtown fontana, but is was not my church, it was the church across the street. Guess what and they had nothing to do what Water of Life, but they did open there hearts to other church to work together to complete a purpose and that was to reach to those who are thirsty, hungry, cold, lost, poor, lonely, and seeking truth, hope, faith, and Love. Its sucks so say it like that, but why is it that i find myself in such situation, its as if destiny was leading.

Tonight i was able to meet some new people and be apart of future outreaches. I just know now i am facing what Christ heart seeks for us to face. That we truly reach out with Love and not duty. Everyone i know does it out of Love. Yeah everyone is at different walks, but everyone keeps each other accountable and in prayer, something that is essential. I see that this consuming fire is alive. That me seeking God's heart is being so powerful in my life. Christ has worked so much through Water of Life for my family. Its as if i am not only growing there, but my family is too. Its awesome. Its crazy that i can pray with my dad and mom and just talk about how our God is Loving. They have much to see, but its amazing when you seeks Christ's heart the Holy Spirit makes moves that just are crazy. I never understood this concept, but now i am. I will never understand Christ's Love and plan, but what little i do, i will do my best to shine. I will enjoy this season, it says in the Bible, that i should enjoy this time of happiness while it is here. Seasons may change, but i must see my Savior through the changes. Right now i am expressing my walk that before i was having trouble to do so. Glad to be apart of His heart and just the blessings and people that are apart of it.