I cannot believe that today my dad came in my room and sat down with me and just talked about God. Then asked me to say a prayer. For me this is beyond words. Justin, Nicole, and many of my closest friends understand where i am coming from. The hard times at home and the struggle too keep praying and looking for Christ in the mist of this huge storm was just overwhelming. The alacrity of my soul is thinking of all my prayers and the prayers of others. For over four years it was a struggle to not give up. I love my family and i see forth to have them understand where i get this Love from. I know my Savior is alive. Once again i see His presence. I may seek something today for myself, but He knows what is best for my tomorrow and knows what is best for my heart.
I just have to say with great gratitude, thank you. All i need is You, and all i want is You. I still struggle with that with my own life, but man You have a hold on my family and i will continue to keep praying while i leave to school. I ask You, be gentle and loving to them. That You, knock on there hearts and have them understand why i ran for You. I pray for everyone else too, especially my brother and sister Kevin and Suzy. They have been through so much and i know You want to take them deeper. I know You want to make Yourself present. They are young and are experiencing so much lost. They are seeking to understand themselves and just life. Make Your self present and pull them into Your heart. I love them and want to see them grow into young strong adults. Prepare there way gently. Help me to be the big bro they need. Ill do as much as i can for them. Be strong guys, for You have a Loving Father. I know He hears prayers, just press in, just press in.
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