Better Days

Well this week is some what finals week. Life seems so fast and is moving at 20mph. They say life goes as fast as your age. So now im speeding up in which i effect other people lives more and more. Looking back on the past year and Christmas years i truly could not understand what it meant to be with family and hope for something more in life. To look at life with hope and have faith. Christmas for me is much more this year. It has impacted me more. I have seen so many things happen that i would have thought a year ago to not happen, but something told me my savior heard my prayer.

In this blog i wrote so much craziness, but i think i am going to take it to the next level. Tonight is the night where the world begins again. Tonight i want to give my self to my savior and see forth his will.

This Christmas i do not look for boxes of presents, designer cloths, money (well maybe money to pay for bills -__-), but i hoping for better days. I am looking for peace, looking for a new chapter in my life, looking to see where my Christ will lead me. I wish everyone on Christmas can look to one another and see that there is a chance to find better days in everything. From relationships, friendships, financial situation, love, hope, faith, joy and i do not know but everything that burdens a persons heart. I bet if everyone can sing and write music, the world would sing something so similar, because we all long something.

There was that one child that saved the world. So tender, so delicate, so warm. His words forever changed my heart and did so many people. He is soft as snow in the mist of a storm. He is the eye of the storm when the hurricane is at its full strength. He can lead the way to better days. Some how i know he can. Thats who he is. He could have came like forest fire with the power of heavens flame, yet he came like a winter snow to the earth below. You were quite and slow. Your voice was not in a rushing wind. But it was still, it was small, it was hidden. It was the whisper that i some how knew, yet would push.

I still get fearful and doubt better days ahead, but my heart sings out that tonight is the night that he will make this simple. It is something simple he gives, because for Christmas its about receiving His presence in our lives. Faith, Hope, Love=Christ. I really do look for better days in my career path, my family, my church, my relationships, and most of all my walk with Christ.

You may ask me what i may want this year, i say i ask for a chance of better days for everyone and myself. Thanks Lord for already impacting my family in a way that is amazing cause i some how see it. I know your here. I know that your carrying me and holding like a potter hold the clay and shapes the vase. Give me the chance. Take these words and my heart. I have faith in you, because my heart always fights to tell my mind your enough.