Remember

Today Lord you say to remember the time you took me out of my slavery. Deuteronomy 6. I must not forget the times you remind me of how you are. Lord Jesus thanks for be patient because i am not. I still struggle with my sin and with my identity. Help me to enjoy this desert that i am in. Im glad my darkness helps others Lord, but i know i sound selfish, but when will you finally lead me to my prayer being answered in a way that i know it is your answer and that i would be so grateful that i will just thank you and not fall into chaos. You drive the thoughts of doubt, you refresh my heart with life. Time and time again i become the person i am inside, the person of sin. It will never leave me until you bless me with the grace. I chose to follow you, although i complain. Lord in all my situation and the one that has been in front of me for a while, i will saw how? When? Where? The other such as why and what i can understand. But the how seems to impossible. The when tells me that i should be anxious and not fail as i did before. The where is how do i know where you are leading me and not my sinful nature. As i read Your Word and you said to not forget and that you will bring your children in to the prosperous land after the test of our hearts. I believe you, but the fear is that i am not doing something right and i lose you in my desires. That why i try to make my thoughts and desire related to you and if you support it i will fallow you with your will. As i was reading the song Savior, Please was turned on and what are those chances on pandora. So yea. REMEMBER!!!!!!!!!!