Lead Me

I cannot stand Lord. I am falling so hard my heart is burning for answers and pain. I do not know what to feel. I do not know what to see. I do not know what i tell myself inside. I feel so num. I feel so not me. I feel like i lost myself in this chaos. What do i do? After reading what i wrote last time I sound so done. I sound so pathetic. Like Shane mentioned last night we can say we have experienced you, but why do we lose it? Can a situation that we experience in you really fly away. Lord. MAN. PLEASE. STOP AND SEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOOK. I AM HERE TOO. I am so selfish, but i need my savior. I need my savior. I need my life back. Not in a way that i commit sin, but in a way that i enjoy everyday. That i know my experiences are from you. Show me the way. Lead me and save me. I cannot stand.