Lord I am So Weak

Lord this week has been so hard. Words cannot explain. My mind races in circle after each block of life hits me. I just do not know how to think. I do not know what to say. My heart is going through the toughest times. But i will not lose hope in you Lord. I will not see that i lose hope in you. If i have to fall, so be it, i rather fall with you. I rather see me rely on you. You are my everything and that is who you. Calm my storm. I do not know where to go. I do not know what to feel. My family as well needs you. My Uncle needs your strength and protection. My cousins need you. My Grandpa needs you. My whole family. Watch over them. Watch their hearts and my heart please. Please. Please. For that is who you are.