Keep Holding On

Lord as i listen to you speak to me everyday it is soothing. The Christ how died on the cross is the only savior i need. You are the only truth, hope, and love that i and everyone on this earth needs. Lord i pray with anticipation that you will answer, but like in 1 Thessalonians 5:9-11 states, even if i fall asleep or awake, you still love us. I thank you for so much love and grace. You continue to be my savior and teach me. I do not think i can live without you. I pray for Tao that you would speak to her and her family. I pray for Linda and everyone else Lord that you would enter in their lives because as much as i need you they do too. We are all one body. Like Sunyoung was talking about today that we as your children to have full anticipation for the answers to our prayers. Now that is tough. Because i feel Lord my prayers feel self centered, but i guess that is me and must accept who i am. For you created me. Lord i do hope that my prayers from the past have still been in your plan. My prayer is still the one you hear at night. It may not be every night, but it is my heart desire. Once again i state i will hold on to your love and truth. Like Isaiah 43, i must believe you how have created me will enjoy me and when i am given a new name from you it is you have created a new. The old and new are both apart of you. Thanks for the joy of just crying, yelling, falling, standing, everything, but it is all for you. Show me your direction and your purpose Lord. In time it will be shown i know that for a fact. In the end it will always be for you. Thanks again for being that savior that Isaiah talked about. Like the incidents that Peter had with you, i fall in the same situation, but my eyes are always on you. My heart is always on you. In the in its you and me. By that i ask you Lord that my wife and family would be in you, for i will always be me and you. I do hope it is her. Its in your hands. Ill just let you be my God. My savior. My healer. My remedy. Also Lord guide Justin. Has guided me so much and i thank you for him being my big brother figure. I needs you too more than ever. Thanks again. Ill keep holding on.