Your the Remedy

Lord, Lord. Jesus. I write to you Lord, not knowing of what to truly what to say, but to just talk to you. Because right now this is all that makes me so comfortable. I feel like im someone yet, like earlier today my senses and thoughts cloud me from you. Lord i feel so much pain looking at my past things and getting the reminders of pain. Your my remedy and i need you Christ. Lord i feel down in a valley some where, i do not know what i do or what i see or even what i feel. Its just like i do not know. Please Lord, hear my cry for all my prayers even my past ones. I want to for get them, yet they keep arising over and over. I do not know how to take it. But instead of hoping for my prayers to be answer, i pray Lord that i have hope to trust and love you more as you do to me. From that i know you will be. Twice this weak you say Luke 15. I felt the tug to get up tonight during service. It was you. Yet Lord i do not comprehend it. I just, honestly wish you was near, so near that i would be glad to hear your whisper. Lord here you are, you came so lovingly, breaking the chains, and forgiving us while still on the cross. You smile every time we come back. Thank you Lord. I do not know what to do. Once again, please Lord, hear my prayer; if not, my heart, for you know it. Lord Thanks. Thank you.