You Hold Me Now

Lord as i look and reflect at myself, it is a difference that i see that is striving for something more from myself into you. Yesterday was a good example of how i saw those accept there faults and want to enjoy your word. It is a struggle to accomplish the right things in the world yet it is made possible by you. Like the rich man how ask you about how does he better his life and have salvation in you. He did not know how to give up his riches, but you make a way over and over once again. Lord i want to be like Peter and drop my net. Drop all the trash that i have been collecting and just be in your grace. By that i know you hold me now. By that i can say you come by grace. By that i can be confident in my savior. Lord my uncle is in the hospital and like how this whole week has been a roller coaster for all of us please Lord by you Love embrace the situation. Give strength to alex, to phillip, and to our family. So much has happened this week. Please Lord come fast the stars in the sky that fall to earth. Nothing is made in full with out you. Plain and simple it is all about your faith+hope+love. Truly lord i hope you keep coming to me as i search for you. I hear the sound little by little. My heart has become so hard. It has become the thing that you wish not not happen. Yet by faith, by grace, by your love overall you can over come these matters that have driven me from you. Feels as i want to step back into time and find myself and everyone else the same. But that is not growing. So by knowing that you have things in control why should i worry? Why should i questioned? Why do i let mt emotions play the role of saying what is true when my heart and your word say what is true. I pray that you can hold me now and not let my emotions and thoughts become the center of my soul, but your word and love be the center. I need to be back on tract with you. Like Pastor Mike and everyone has said, it is in the past and you, you are yesterday, today, and forever. Once again hear my prayers and cries. For its all i can do towards you. Please help my family and all those who need you. We all do. Forgive us.