College Gorup Service

Was awesome. Its good to be reminded who we are. I wish church was an everyday thing, but then again i would probably grow on church and not Christ. I would not be able to grow. I wont not be able to struggle. I would not be able to share. Lord i need you. My shame is clouding everything and has become a part of me. I need you to come in. If it takes years. Let it be. But let this become something more for your glory. Faith with out works is dead. Lord Jesus. Come down. Be my strength. I truly need you. I pray for Molly as well that she would be strengthened. Also for everyone st SWCC. Like i said i do not know what i am doing, but let this time of uncertainty be for your glory and that i only look to you. Lord this sin that has been part of my life needs to finish Lord. O come so swiftly. Let it be where i do not lose you. If i fall i will get angry, sad, depressed, everything. But take it, i do not want to let it be a part of me or give to others. Only you can cure it. Lord. Jesus you say to call out to you. Lord take it away. Like my blogs title, My Passion In Life is to Know You. Like Proverbs 16:6 i will hold it on. "Through love and faithfulness sin is atoned for; through the fear of the LORD a man avoids evil." Lord i also want you to come in my life where i hurt the most. It is all connected together. Take it as one. Please heal it all. They both or what ever else i do not know but you know, heal it. Thanks Lord Jesus. For being my friend. My father. My savior. My everything. I do act stupid and leave you a lot. Sorry. Sorry. Im deeply sorry. Forgive me. I guess that my first step forgive me. =/